[kakashipwnzor]

Butts.

[BryceHarperFan]

I can't believe it took me one year and one month to see all of this drama. You must be proud that after all that time, your pipe bomb did absolutely nothing.

[Jesse]

Fuck me, you're alive.

[Yami Stomach]

he isnt, its just eel bumping shit because why the fuck not like he always does

[Jesse]

Butts.

[Yami Stomach]

Son of a.....

[BryceHarperFan]

Butts.

So much for me bumping stuff <3

Please list 10 other times that I've bumped useless threads.

Edited by EeL, 26 October 2014 - 03:25 PM.

[kakashipwnzor]

I can think of a few.

So yeah. Butts.

[BryceHarperFan]

I can think of a few.

So yeah. Butts.

Name them now or I demand a formal apology.

[kakashipwnzor]

It's been awhile.

I've had a shitton happen.

Let's start from the top.

I have a PS4 now. You people should add me. IGN is KotovBestPony.

I ended up moving out of my house, since my parents were moving out. Luckily for me, my "sick" friend who was bedridden for 3 months got kicked out after not being able to pay the rent since he hadn't been to work in 3 months. I say "sick", because he was perfectly fine until anyone asked him to do anything. He also broke the sink in the bathroom with his beard hair. I still haven't tried fixing that.

So I moved in with the people who put up with him, and I've just been chilling ever since. Work sucks, but such is life.

I've given up on just about every TCG, since A. the card shop here became a complete shithole, and B. bringing them up around the previous owner of said card shop tends to make him a bit on the mopey side, with the exception of the pony card game, and Magic, since he's wanting to start playing that again.

But other than that, life has been pretty chill. Got everything I need here, planning a second trip to Florida around Spring Break, and above all, I have cats around me.

...They're complete assholes. Except for Fatty. She's adorable.

Fuck I'm bad at ending these.

...Yeah.

[Jesse]

I have a PS4, but not with me at uni. Also, I don't know how good the connection will be to an Englishman, but add me anyway. Shortsworn.

 

Interesting. So you replaced your friend? Not sure if I'd like that if I were him. Though, something would be wrong if you gave a shit about what I think. Not for something like this.

 

Card games? The hell are they? I only really played yugioh, and I'm bored of playing it now. I actually watch Yugioh Arc-V because it's surprisingly good. Characters are annoying but it's cool seeing fusion, synchros and xyz together. But other than that I don't play. I just keep up to date with cards.

[Yami Stomach]

Bleh i only play yugioh on Devpro now anyway fuk IRL 

well i'm glad that you're at least enjoying some of life's suckyness 

Cats are <3

[kakashipwnzor]

I have a PS4, but not with me at uni. Also, I don't know how good the connection will be to an Englishman, but add me anyway. Shortsworn.

 

Interesting. So you replaced your friend? Not sure if I'd like that if I were him. Though, something would be wrong if you gave a shit about what I think. Not for something like this.

 

Card games? The hell are they? I only really played yugioh, and I'm bored of playing it now. I actually watch Yugioh Arc-V because it's surprisingly good. Characters are annoying but it's cool seeing fusion, synchros and xyz together. But other than that I don't play. I just keep up to date with cards.

That's the thing, the longer he went being "sick", the less and less we talked, because he was too busy lying in bed with the TV turned up massively loud. He never came out for any of our RP nights, and when he did, it was to fix himself some food, and then go back to lying in bed.

Homeowner got sick of it, so when he couldn't pay rent, he got kicked out. Haven't talked to him in months, other than him trying to get me to play that shitty DC MMO.

[BryceHarperFan]

#suckit

[kakashipwnzor]

I live.
I hunger.
I AM SINISTAR.
RUN COWARD.

So I haven't been on here in about a year.

Life sucks. Hard.

So last I spoke, I mentioned that I moved out of my old house and into a friend's house. That has since changed. Said friend and his fiancé really wanted to leave this shitty town behind, so they moved out to Ohio back in May, and me and the other roommate had to move out. I haven't spoken with them since as I hate being the guy to start conversation.

Things were going fine for about a week, week and a half. I was having a great day at work for the first time in a long while. Red Flag #1. I got called to the office about 2 hours before my shift ended. Red Flag #2. I was greeted by the store manager and his number 1 buttfuck toy, (read: Assisstant asskisser). Red Flag Fucking #3. I was fired on the spot for "not providing quality customer service".

Let me go back about two months prior. I had a night where I was furious at work. The cashier running the front was one of the manager's favorites. He refused to assist customers in photo, or in general, and as such, I was called up to the front every 5 minutes to help customers while he sat on his fucking phone. At about 9 that night, he approached me, asked what my fucking problem was, and then proceeded to try and get me to fight him in the parking lot. He's an army brat who doesn't understand how to function around people or to even treat customers decently. I ignore his threats, and pen a quick letter to the manager while sitting in the office. We get it squared away, and no more problems arise.

Two weeks prior to being fired, and it's back to the same routine of he gets treated like fucking royalty schedule wise while the rest of us get the shitty shifts. So I send a short e-mail to HR on the hunch that the store manager forgot about the threats in an attempt to get his favorite a shiny new promotion. Two weeks later I'm released from the company.

Now sure, I had days where I was depressed at work. I'm talking fantasizing about jumping in front of the transit bus and realizing no one will miss me levels of depressed. Working at that store was miserable, because of you weren't a manager's favorite, you had to do every ounce of the work while they got to sit in the office and goof off for 8 hours.

Here I am 2 months later and still no sign of a job that will hire me. I've sent out about 10 applications, and I've heard absolutely nothing other than one job e-mailing me back saying that they appreciate my application but I'm not what they're looking for.

I don't have a car, I have no way of even purchasing a car should I get my license. All I have are my own two feet to get me around my city. I got unemployment coming in once a week, and that's paying for food. At least I don't have bills to worry about as my parents have decided to help me with those.

My life is a complete fucking wreck at the moment though. I have barely any income, hardly anyone in town is hiring, my computer has decided to act up and I can't figure out what's wrong with it, and I'm basically a shut in.

At least I have a backlog of games to make me not go completely insane.

[Yami Stomach]

wow. man i've heard some shit about working places but this takes the damn cake and buttfucks it. 

 

like dude, i'm surprised, and impressed that you havent gone nuts over this. i hope things improve for you i really do, don't let shit get you down, keep on trucking and someday you'll find what you're looking for.

 

and most importantly, try to have some sociability, even if its just one friend online who you can talk to and play with, that can be enough to stop you going completely insane.

[Luigi]

hi

[kakashipwnzor]

Oh man it's been a long-ass time since I've posted here, and I know that most of you that I used to talk to aren't even around any more. I just need a place to put my thoughts down because I honestly don't know how much more of this shit I can take.

So my last post was when I was fired from Walgreens for "not providing quality customer service", back in July of '16. Since then, I've had two temporary jobs, the first of which was at a local H&R Block branch doing tax returns for the 2016 year. It was a pretty simple job, though it only lasted a month and a half due to the rush of people filing their tax returns ending in early March. The other was at a local cemetery doing basically inventory, checking to make sure that products that were ordered like headstones, flowers, caskets, etc, were delivered, and if they were, to put down the information into an Excel spreadsheet. That job lasted two months, and was really well paying for what the job was. Back in October of last year, I was hired as a cashier at my local comic book/trading card shop. This job lasted a whole 9 months.

 

Me losing that job was in no possible fashion my fault. I got caught in the middle of the two owner's divorce and fallout. Long story short, patron of the comic shop that only came there to talk to main owner's wife (Wife was a co-owner of the shop), told dude's wife that the landlord could come in and seize store assets if the rent wasn't paid exactly on the first of the month (This was a lie, as the landlord gave 3-4 days leeway for paying the rent due to how few businesses he could actually keep in the land he owned). The main owner, slapped with a DVP, couldn't contact her to tell her that he had the money, provided she dropped the DVP so they could talk like rational human beings. I went to the store one afternoon when I wasn't scheduled to go pick up my check. Co-owner was in there with thirsty piece of shit, and newly hired girl, boxing up everything in the store so the landlord couldn't seize it. Long story short, I found out that I was once again unemployed because I went to go pick up my check.

Fast forward to now, and every single job application I've sent out has either been ignored, or replied to a month later with a "Sorry but that position is filled". I've had a whopping 2 job interviews, one of which was an open interview, that I haven't heard back from in about 2 months so it's safe to say that those aren't panning out. This state is perhaps the worst possible place to live right now, and I'm fairly certain that in a good 10-15 years, it will either be a ghost town, or it'll be like it never fucking existed in the first place.

 

I've also begun having back pain, the first bout of which seemed to just be related to constantly sitting on my ass because I've got nothing better to do, but ever since that got fixed, I feel a constant need to pop my shoulders, and they fucking crunch whenever I roll them. I've also started having tooth pain, mainly due to my wisdom teeth finally decided that it was their turn to torment me, and that won't get fixed till sometime in January.

 

Apparently I'm also still banned from the Discord as well, because I was going to try and talk there first, but it says there's no channels. I'm at my wit's end. I don't have a job, I don't have any job prospects, I just kinda woke up one morning to the fact that my job was gone with no way of ever knowing it was coming, and unemployment is barely giving me anything despite the loss of my job being so sudden. I have hardly anyone to turn to at this point, as everyone I was living with moved away, my family moving back into the house due to them not being able to find jobs where they had moved, meaning I'm now in competition for jobs with my dad, and the only other friends I have left in this town either want nothing to do with me and have always viewed me as an annoyance that just kinda weaseled his way into their clique, or a group comprised of owner of the old comic shop that's basically a 30 year old frat boy piece of shit, dude from the comic shop that's probably not even human with how strange he acts, dude that was kicked out of place I used to live for being sick all the time, and his sister.

 

I'm just running out of things to do, I'm running out of time to find a job, I'm running out of patience for the pain I'm going through, I'm running out of everything but hate. I hate the place I live in, I hate both circles of friends I'm in, I hate myself, I hate constantly being reminded that there's absolutely nowhere in this town that wants me to work for them, I hate that I have thousands of dollars of MTG cards just lying around my room with no way to use them in any meaningful fashion due to not wanting to sell them, but also not having a place to go and play with them, I hate how I can't talk to anyone around here about my problems because the one circle of friends doesn't give a shit, and the other will just go "haha same my guy" and not actually help in any way shape or form. I hate just about everything. The worst part is, I remember a time when I didn't hate everything. I remember when I used to enjoy going out with my friends every Tuesday for cheap Chinese food and playing Pokemon Go after for hours on end just talking about whatever we felt like. I remember when I was just happy to be included in things. I remember when I hated my job but loved being able to buy things I wanted. I remember when I actually knew what happiness and joy felt like. I remember when I used to not be this depressed. It's a goddamn shame that I don't know how to get those feelings back.

Edited by kakashipwnzor, 12 November 2018 - 08:18 PM.

[Gren]

Most of this is me WITH a job, so I know the feeling. Best thing I can say is, keep trying to find a job. First and foremost. Doesn't get better until you have financial security. After that? Just be yourself. I went through a lot of shit at work the last couple of weeks, and it's been an eye opener.

[Yami Stomach]

As someone who just lazes his way through life not really giving a damn about basically anything, i can't say i empathize with you, but i can say just keep at it. don't give up, get a job, get some cash, and get your life back together, you know deep down that you can do it. something inside might be doubting you but ignore it, you can do whatever you set your mind to. we all can.

 

another reccomendation. find a good sociable game that you can play online with guys. a good MMO would be ideal but really anything, a shooter, something like rocket league. just some game that you can find a few new friends in and get something back into your life that you at least enjoy doing.