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#21 Amon Ancient One The Worst Villain Ever 8626 posts 2.00 XCB

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Posted 23 February 2011 - 02:44 PM

I also lack sufficient information (and experience) to post a reliable opinion, but...When I read the preceding entry, I had a bad feeling that this was going to happen. Both of you deserve better, you more than him. And you will be rewarded one day. To think that you might die bitter and alone...Cait, that is a destiny I refuse to accept, and I expect the same show of defiance from you. You're too good a soul to not have a soulmate out there.

It's...Idk what to say. It's not fair that making all the right choices so often does not get rewarded, but I have faith that things will change for the better for you.
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Posted 24 February 2011 - 10:28 AM

You're such an asshole sometimes all the time, Sun.


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#23 Sun Ancient One Pirate 2430 posts 126.00 XCB

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Posted 24 February 2011 - 11:31 AM

I love you sexually DarkBlaze
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#24 Mana Ancient One Cool Story Bro 4098 posts 59.00 XCB

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Posted 25 February 2011 - 12:41 PM


You're such an asshole sometimes all the time, Sun.


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#25 Siyanor Oldies Supreme Master of Post 7830 posts 0.00 XCB

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Posted 25 February 2011 - 02:29 PM



You're such an asshole sometimes all the time, Sun.


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#26 Mana Ancient One Cool Story Bro 4098 posts 59.00 XCB

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Posted 01 March 2011 - 09:31 PM

3-1-11 "Halfway To Happy"

I haven't been online lately, the reasoning behind this, is, the graphics adapter on my computer died. *sadface* I will be getting it fixed soon... but in the meantime, I'm a sad little panda. In any case, I do have a shiny new digital piano to play on that I bought on Saturday. (Hallelujah income tax money and really great deals.) You have no idea how ecstatic I am about it. Being able to play again feels so amazing.

Also, I started a new job yesterday. Hurray! I'll be in training for three weeks. It's not so bad. I'll be doing Tech Support for Best Buy. At first I was told that I would be doing GeekSquad. But some changes happened, and switches were made. And now, I'll be doing "Core." Which is basically just the best buy exclusive brands. And now, I dont have to do any sales. So, that's the upside. The downside is I wont be wearing the awesome GeekSquad uniform. *sad* But oh well, I guess I'll just have to live without it.

Today was my second day of training. It's been going well so far. Can't wait until I'm comfortable doing the job and making loads of dough. I seriously need the money. I'm very anxious about getting my own little place. And to pay off some old debts. -.-


As long as I stick with this job a while, I'll be able to do the things I want to do. Which is great. I just need to stick it out for now.


Also, the situation with my best friend is improving. I'm trying my best to get over him. I'm just done stressing over it. Sadly, the whole thing has left me slightly numb to it all, but, whatever. That's life I guess. So, he's my best friend...and... we're actually making music together. He plays the guitar. We may actually finish a song or two, write a bunch more, go on tour, get famous, and then become millionaires..... or... at the very least, play a few gigs, get a small following, and become well-known in the indie scene. I sort of like the latter version best.But, I digress.

Things are looking up! I'm not happy just yet. Just, halfway to happy.
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#27 ShadowDemon Retired Administrator Retired Administrator of XeroCreative 4944 posts 3.00 XCB

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Posted 01 March 2011 - 09:48 PM

I never heard of a "core" What the shiz is that, and what the junk are they paying you that you consider "loads of dough" or were you exaggerating? :blink:
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#28 Siyanor Oldies Supreme Master of Post 7830 posts 0.00 XCB

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Posted 01 March 2011 - 10:27 PM

Band members aren't necessarily married/engaged to each other (and I'm pretty sure they usually aren't)... so... that shouldn't be too much of a problem that you aren't.
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#29 Sho Shinjo Oldies Cross Combination!! 5274 posts 5.00 XCB

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Posted 02 March 2011 - 08:06 AM

I'm glad things are turning out for the best.

Also, you left me curious. How does the uniform look that you're sad about not wearing it? xD *not an US resident so he doesn't know*
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#30 Amon Ancient One The Worst Villain Ever 8626 posts 2.00 XCB

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Posted 02 March 2011 - 02:42 PM

Eh...SD, it may be an exaggeration, but anything that's above minimum wage will be increasingly harder to come by this decade...

Anyway...I have to ask, if the indie gig thing doesn't fall into the realm of wishful thinking, how soon can we expect albums to be released and how many XCers would you kill for buying them? Also, don't even think about trying to go big even if you're absolutely certain you can handle that life. The money's not worth the price of fame.
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#31 Mana Ancient One Cool Story Bro 4098 posts 59.00 XCB

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Posted 07 March 2011 - 09:30 PM

03/07/11 "Don't You Know There Is No Arizona?"
So....
My best friend Stephen, who is engaged to "her" has explained to me that they are already having problems. She keeps acting weird, and treating him badly and not listening. He's all distraught and disappointed because of the way she's been. She keeps saying he's needy and insecure... when really its HER that is really that way.

I cannot even begin to say how much I saw this shit coming. But, I digress. I comforted him. Told him I was here and wish nothing but him to be happy. So, Last night he flew to Arizona for the "week." Although, he may not even stay that long depending on how their COUNSELING appointment goes today....

I don't like what she's doing to him. She makes him so upset and depressed. It infuriates me... just when I was getting him to a good place, she breaks him down. *sigh* *****

I'll know more on that situation later on tonight when he calls me... if he calls me. Perhaps we'll text. But.. anyway...


My computer is still down. :( It just needs a new graphics adapter, but, *shrug* Im debating on getting a new computer all-together. Im looking into this computer a friend of mine was talking to me about. It's basically an alienware with a dell shell... has amazing graphics. It's used but there isnt a hard drive.. which isnt a problem and I can probably get a good deal on it. Im just waiting for the pricing. anywho... Im still weighing my options.


My new job is going well. Though, I'm still in training. This is week 2 of 3 weeks. All this week we'll be doing product knowledge and then wednesday of next week we'll do "nesting" which is sort of like a test run of actually taking calls. This job shouldnt be SO terrible. Plus, I'm getting benefits and paid vacation at some point.

Vacation. I could really use a bit of that....

Also, my music has been going well. The other night Stephen and I were discussing it, and he wants to take me to Nashville to see his cousin who owns a music studio. His cousin has produced some big names (Beyonce anyone?) and he wants him to hear me play the piano. He says I'm brilliant and that the world needs to hear my music. So... when he gets back from Arizona we're going to talk more about it and when we're going to go.... like, take a long weekend or something. But he demands that it happens. .... It's really nice that someone believes in me like he does... I've never had that before... It's really nice...


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***** Update on the whole best friend and crazy fiance horseshit: Last night Stephen tells me he's flying back today... only after being there one day. It apparently did not go well (surprise surprise) He tells me, and I quote "She's a mean fucking bitch."
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Edited by Mana, 08 March 2011 - 08:49 AM.

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#32 redeyeszack84 Ancient One Resident Gamer... ZERO! 8855 posts 6.00 XCB

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Posted 08 March 2011 - 10:02 PM

Sounds like your friend has the classic luck of most good guys, we're easily damaged and tend to attract people who get off on takeing someone in a good place, and sending them back to Hell. Was my luck till I got the wife, who knew how lucky it was to get a guy who actually made decisions in their life not totally based on if the culmination of the choices will result in fun for their penis.

Tell him to hang in there, and if need be, cut the bitch out of his life. There are better things in life, and sometimes being single ISN'T the end of the world. Haveing next to no sex life is hardly a bad thing. The internet is for porn (just had to throw something funny into the seriousness)
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#33 Siyanor Oldies Supreme Master of Post 7830 posts 0.00 XCB

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Posted 08 March 2011 - 11:40 PM

I think it's more like porn is for the internet... the internet has other uses besides porn, but who watches porn WITHOUT using the internet nowadays?
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Posted 09 March 2011 - 12:17 AM

Hello Mana.
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#35 Bankotsu the Great Oldies Be Innovative. 4533 posts 0.00 XCB

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Posted 09 March 2011 - 11:40 AM

<3 Mana

Also, this blog makes me want to watch Inception again.


EDIT: Read #2. Tell your friend to dump the crazy bitch and run. Gtfo nao before it's too late and she gets half!1!!

Edited by Bankotsu the Great, 09 March 2011 - 11:48 AM.

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#36 Mana Ancient One Cool Story Bro 4098 posts 59.00 XCB

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Posted 10 March 2011 - 08:37 AM

Hello Mana.


Hey there! long time no see!

Sounds like your friend has the classic luck of most good guys, we're easily damaged and tend to attract people who get off on takeing someone in a good place, and sending them back to Hell. Was my luck till I got the wife, who knew how lucky it was to get a guy who actually made decisions in their life not totally based on if the culmination of the choices will result in fun for their penis.

Tell him to hang in there, and if need be, cut the bitch out of his life. There are better things in life, and sometimes being single ISN'T the end of the world. Haveing next to no sex life is hardly a bad thing. The internet is for porn (just had to throw something funny into the seriousness)


<3 Mana

Also, this blog makes me want to watch Inception again.


EDIT: Read #2. Tell your friend to dump the crazy bitch and run. Gtfo nao before it's too late and she gets half!1!!



They're done. Over. Finished. He's not marrying the bitch. I didn't have to tell him anything... It was already over before I went to pick him up from the airport.

So.... who knows what will happen next.
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#37 redeyeszack84 Ancient One Resident Gamer... ZERO! 8855 posts 6.00 XCB

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Posted 10 March 2011 - 08:46 AM

Well, if human nature has taught us anything, you gotta now watch out for him falling for first next person to show interest in him, and him going for it ala rebound rules. But, also make sure its well drilled into his head that he's now single because SHE was the problem. Don't let him even entertain the thought that it was something he was lacking that did it.

Oh, and also don't let him drift back for any crazy reason.
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Posted 10 March 2011 - 09:36 AM

Well that was fast.
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#39 Amon Ancient One The Worst Villain Ever 8626 posts 2.00 XCB

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Posted 10 March 2011 - 02:43 PM

LOL. Like we didn't see that coming... I'm sorry, but the last entries were delicious. Although, I have to disagree with zack on one thing: Part of it is ALWAYS the guy's fault, no matter what.

I'll just shut up now...
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#40 Bankotsu the Great Oldies Be Innovative. 4533 posts 0.00 XCB

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Posted 10 March 2011 - 03:49 PM

Crazy girls are fun but you NEVER get serious with them. Never. Never.

Never.
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